
So my title is literal and figurative. Feeling kinda melancholy tongiht, not sure what that's all about. I guess a good portion is work. Not sure what direction we are going, not sure if I even like the direction in which we are going. So many things have changed, so many things out of my control. I know God has a plan for us,it is just so difficult to just let go and let God! I will though God, I promise I will:) Also so much on my plate with the kids. Homework, Girl Scouts, baths, bedtime. Not that Pete is not helpful, he can give a bath and cook like nobody's business. It's just mommy stuff, feeling like I should be able to do everything. I know it's insane thinking, but you know I still feel it. The kids have been so much fun. Caleb losing a tooth last night, Kennedy putting her rollerskates on every night and skating through the house and Karleigh repeating the phrase grandma and poppy taught her last weekend. "Oh Baby" I am so blessed to have 3 happy, healthy kids, a great husband and wonderful family and friends. Someone remind me of this, next time I start whining again:)

